song: Coat of Disappointment
lyrics:
COAT OF DISAPPOINTMENT (J. Souza) she took ten years to disappear now she's resting in an atmosphere where she can breathe i love the drugs i'm ingesting how i wish she were here to disagree it hurts it must have hurt her more than me i wear a coat of disappointment it's the cruelest thing i've ever owned my soul's been worn down my heart's in a hole in the ground i loved her more than anyone i've ever known now it hurts it hurts to be alone i sat and cried last night before the stone that bears her name i planted a flower in the rain now i'm waiting for the sun

